Me and God
June 27, 2010

It’s been 1 month today that I have not attended Sunday service. I feel lost and heartbroken.

Party of the reason Ive beenso detered from attending mass is:
1) Sleep
2) Times for sunday service are too far apart
3) none of the churches feel like homey parishes
4) my other half doesn’t seem to be motivated enough to get up himself to try to go

Before my relationship God was flourishing and so alive. Now, I feel as though my communication with Him has been diluted out due to my lack of loyalty to Him. I always say, yes I plan on going to church tomorrow. Then when the alarm actually goes off my body does NOT want to move.

I want God in my life always and forever. And I know He wants to be in my life but I know that I need to make more of a conscious effort to fulfill my relationship with Him. I promise You that I will make an effort. I will not TRY I WILL make an effort.